Sometimes, the person who laughs the hardest, smiles the biggest, has a bigger pain in herself.
Dearest you, self.
I know your brain is coping with too much stress.
I know you're trying to work things out, but things are not happening the way you wanted it to be.
Your brain knows, and I know, that you'll be fine.
I'll put you at peace, with the remembrance of Allah, because surely, with the remembrance of Allah, do hearts find ease.
Things will get better soon. I know it is hard, but I also know you are strong enough to cope with this.
I know you hate failures, but dear you, life ain't life if it isn't a rollercoaster ride.
Like there's sunrise and sunsets, life has its ups and downs.
It'll be okay. I know you know that this life, this piece of qualification thing is temporary, because this Dunya is itself temporary.
You and I will be strong enough to go through all these.
Have faith in Allah, dear you.
Lots of Love,
Your heart.